life’s a chore
I’ve been meaning to blog over and over again the past couple of days but I don’t seem to ever make it. Three blog posts are being formulated in my head at the moment but they don’t make it to fruition. It all seems such a chore… so much effort for so little gain. And that goes for pretty much everything in life at the moment. I’ll ask myself why bother? what’s the point anymore? and who really cares? there’s no one to miss or to be missed by … and knowing my luck, there never will be anymore. But that’s not the only thing that bothers me. I’m still in total shock from last week’s news. I haven’t quite absorbed it all yet choosing instead to contain my reaction and living in suspension. But whatever the case, life is far too much work. In the end, for nothing.
Posted on December 20th, 2004 by jl
Filed under: lost blah blah
hey.. blog for yourself. self-therapy. it’s not for our reading pleasure. just yours.
I second that. Rant away… Don’t give a fuck to anything…Even this…