IBM: and yr datng?
me: i’m not dating anymore
IBM: ah. ok
me: yeah.. it just wasn’t working for me with that guy
IBM: so you told him
me: no. i haven’t but i will when i next see him unless he brings it up over the phone before we meet next. but i have made up my mind.
me: i gave it a try - and it really wouldn’t work. and i met someone else who showed me what it is that i really am looking for…
IBM: oh someone else! gosh u do well
IBM: one done and one on the boil
me: ah.. but i’m not dating this someone else at all…
me: and in fact, he’s not even looking for a LTR right now…

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me: pashing is not sex right?
mjd: good god no
mjd: and who exactly did u pash, oh great slutty one
me: the married man
mjd: oh tut a rama
me: but you should be impressed with my self restraint
mjd: oh i am
me: good

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me: i’m in a funny place today.
IBM: wheres that
me: i don’t know… somewhere between grumpy and tired, between indifferent and depressed and betweeen normal and cynical
IBM: u need a break in Sydney. and a couple of cleansing dips in the ocean. followed by seafood and good wine. and stimulating conversation
me: actually… what i want right now is to jump off a high cliff into the ocean and then rise above the surface of the water and scream my lungs out and then have someone hug me while i dry off and watch the sun set
IBM: hmm… a guys heart is a deep ocean
me: what’s that cryptic statement supposed to mean…
IBM: yr feeling mirrors yr heart

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me: that universal law is true - the sharpei doesn’t get me and i don’t get Mr IBM
me: although we do have a dinner date on friday - he’s not looking for a relationship right now since he’s only just come out of one which makes sense
mjd: true
me: but that’s probably why i’m attracted to him - my inner genetic code probably detected that he’s either (a) bad for me or (b) unavailable and hence put the “I LIKE/LOVE HIM” process in motion!

 

Posted on November 27th, 2006 by jl
Filed under: Life!