With two weeks to go before Mardi Gras Fair Day weekend, and four before the Parade weekend, I think I’ve hit a block on the gym-holy-grail. I spent almost two-hours at the gym the other day and it was a chore. It really took some doing pushing those weights and I found myself preferring to just sit there and perve instead (and there were quite a few guys there that evening worth spending a good moment staring lustfully at). I think I’ve entered the phase of diminishing marginal returns on the gym-holy-grail. And I’ve started to question why I was pushing this heavy load round and round and round a room and whether I was going anywhere with it…

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I’ve become quite narcissistic of late… I’ve been quite keen to look at myself in the mirror and inspect the progress that I’ve been making (or not) with the gym work… I find myself staring at myself in the mirror for minutes on end… In fact, I dare say, I’m falling in love with myself…

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I have a friend coming to visit me next week… I haven’t seen her since 2001… I don’t think she’ll recognise me at all. My hair’s shorter, I’ve done this whole gym-thing, my wardrobe and look have changed… and to be honest, I think I’ve changed in many less physical and less superficial ways too over the last 6 years…

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I have someone visiting me this weekend… I’m not quite sure what’s happening… or will happen… but then, I’m never quite sure, or have full control, of my own personal life… but it always promises to be interesting!

  

Posted on February 1st, 2007 by jl
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